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You are like the rain.
Like the rain, you have washed away everything I was before.
Now I am bare. I am naked but for you.
Without you I have nothing.
Without you I am nothing.
I am cleansed, renewed, reborn.
Now I live, only for you.
~~=>*[[___ about Watashi `-//*~~
~ mEi WeI aka aRiTa
~ Age: 22+
~ sInGlE
~ Lovely??? bubbly??? kawaii??? NAA!!! jus a plain gurl havin plain stuff..
LUBLUB
~ My laoposss, darlin, dear n sis
~ shoppin
~ listenin 2 music
~ anime n comic
~ others? it 4 me 2 know n u 2 find out :P
UPON E SHOOTIN STAR
~ A trip 2 hk n jap
~ slim down 5kgs more
~ more $$$
~ PS3??
enough complainin..... i jus wan my ownself back.... hated myself tis days.. actin like veri emotional n childish... to people hu had been toleratin me tis months.. thanks a lot love ya!! glad 2 have u guys in my life
[x] im still inperfect at~~
2:10 AM
Monday, May 3, 2010
couldnt stand it le... n i donno where 2 say it out so decided 2 do it here.... i give up le... no 1 knew it but it had been veri tirin 4 me also...
work life had never been a smooth one since like last month when they started e new system in e hospital where nw my ward became e overflow ward where by we had 2 nurse all patients from everywhere.. drs comin in e ward everyday scoldin, nt able 2 finish work by time, patients complaint n more.. worst today jus once i stepped into e ward i blamed by e nite nurse 4 doin sth tat wasnt realli my fault than in e mornin got scolded by sister n blamed 4 it as they need a "scapegoat" 2 cover e incident.. nw every1 is blamin me 4 it.. almost breakdown in e ward
wat make things worst i donno wat happen 2 my ankle tat it gave a veri sharp pain time 2 time till tat i cant even walk properly e whole dae... i din wan my work 2 be affect or any1 2 worry 4 me so i din say but when e pain come it was super painful lo till i have 2 stay put n cant even move or stand properly.. luckily grace n betty was nice 2 me they did a lot of work 4 me 2day or i really donno wat will happen...
tot maybe thing would got better after work but it onli got worst.. i have my limit also... hw will u feel if i went 2 club tat has a lot of guys there n got drunk there till my friends had 2 sent me back home early in e mornin?? it nt about betrayin but hu will like it like tis.. i really tried 2 calm myself down le tat y i din say anythin about it... i never once say i din wanna meet u.. i never knew u r free 2day.. u never told me.. all u told me was u will be off on mon n u have plans wid ur friend.. i told u im in bad mood was because i know i cant control my temper well tat time.. in e end u jus attitude me felt tat i din wanna meet u everytime when im in bad mood or have prob.. so 2 u am jus tis kind of girl? din felt like explainin... wat 4 if u already had tis mind set? but there are somethin tat u jus never knew as i never said cause i dun wan our rs 2 turn complicated.. dun feel like sayin le...
havin fever nw... haha... guess it true tat if u start thinkin tat ur luck had been e worst it will just get even more worst...
[x] im still inperfect at~~
12:56 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
updatin my blog nw while waitin 4 e time 2 pass in work.. million thanks 2 grace su n betty 2day lo they almost did all my work includin discharges... (^_^///)felt so pai sei lo... thanks a lot
think a sprain my leg.. feelin sharp pain at times when i walk.. jus hope it nt bone crack well but dun think so la... i din fall down tis days dun even know hw i sprain it 4 nth had happen.. but e pain is there which mean sth is wrong... but no redness or bleedin or swellin wor... jus pain at times... think will c hw it goes ba....
hope dear is fine.. saw wat happen tis mornin din have time 2 tok 2 her yet still workin... dear dun scared me k? will alwaes be there 4 u if u need me...
hated baby 4 alwaes bein a joker when im serious... haix....