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You are like the rain.
Like the rain, you have washed away everything I was before.
Now I am bare. I am naked but for you.
Without you I have nothing.
Without you I am nothing.
I am cleansed, renewed, reborn.
Now I live, only for you.
~~=>*[[___ about Watashi `-//*~~
~ mEi WeI aka aRiTa
~ Age: 22+
~ sInGlE
~ Lovely??? bubbly??? kawaii??? NAA!!! jus a plain gurl havin plain stuff..
LUBLUB
~ My laoposss, darlin, dear n sis
~ shoppin
~ listenin 2 music
~ anime n comic
~ others? it 4 me 2 know n u 2 find out :P
UPON E SHOOTIN STAR
~ A trip 2 hk n jap
~ slim down 5kgs more
~ more $$$
~ PS3??
When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, Iam afraid to lose you. ♥
baby once ask me wat i mean by tis when i post on my fb... i smile n ask him 2 guess but he said he din understand... baby it actualli remind me of us n hw im feelin nw.....
i couldnt blame him i know tat.. im e 1 hu asked 4 e truth but in e end it hurt more than i tot it will be.... i know i should feel tis way but it make me feel in e end him din trust me n my feelin at all.... im jus makin things worst i know... baby do u know im afraid tat u might jus leave me anytime?? i dun wish 2 think so much i dun wish pry u... but i cant stop my tears from fallin.... sorry i dun wish 2 stop trustin u... im nt tryin 2 stop u from doin ur stuff but y cant u jus let me know? i tot u promise tat u will tell me?? i know 2day was jus a misunderstandin... i know u might be waitin 4 me too... but it still hurt me after waitin a dayn i cant get 2 c u.. i tot we agreed 2 meet 2day? maybe it jus me thinkin too much... i jus dun wish 2 have other stuff comin into our rs n spoilin it but i guess at time e more u wanna avoid it e more things will jus happen.. quarrelled wid mummy again.. n so call cold war wid her.... n total bad mood nw.....
[x] im still inperfect at~~
8:21 PM
Friday, April 2, 2010
still thinkin of u...
lookin at e pics i taken wid my friends... guess i really misses e days i spents 2gether wid my dear n laoposss.... missin u guys...
makin paper heart nw... but hu should i give it 2???
[x] im still inperfect at~~
11:45 PM
2nd nite... thanks god things seem well up 2 nw n pls let it be till e end of shift....
sittin down here lookin at my facebook playin wid e quizes.... n y am i keep thinkin of u???
A lot of things happen tis week.. N I MEANT IT!! get 2 know things regardin e past wid i tot i got over wid n nw it like hurtin me once more... thinkin of some future stuff which r turnin 2 be impossible when i once tot maybe things will go well.... havin too much emotion tat i lost my coolness in decision makin... i dun like tis.... i like nt myself anymore.. so caught up wid e stuff tat i'm loss nt sure wat 2 do.. till even my ward sister is sayin tat i dun seem right tis days...
really hated tis... but in e end i also donno wat 2 do 2 change it... i wan my old self back... hatin myself a lot nw....