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You are like the rain.
Like the rain, you have washed away everything I was before.
Now I am bare. I am naked but for you.
Without you I have nothing.
Without you I am nothing.
I am cleansed, renewed, reborn.
Now I live, only for you.
~~=>*[[___ about Watashi `-//*~~
~ mEi WeI aka aRiTa
~ Age: 22+
~ sInGlE
~ Lovely??? bubbly??? kawaii??? NAA!!! jus a plain gurl havin plain stuff..
LUBLUB
~ My laoposss, darlin, dear n sis
~ shoppin
~ listenin 2 music
~ anime n comic
~ others? it 4 me 2 know n u 2 find out :P
UPON E SHOOTIN STAR
~ A trip 2 hk n jap
~ slim down 5kgs more
~ more $$$
~ PS3??
i change moi blogskin since i have 2 time nw 2 do it... so found tis blogskin n it remind me 4 u... so decided on tis 1... i left side has 2 small msg from me 2 u... hopin 1 day u might read it....
Still countin down: 3hrs + 45min till my al!!!
[x] im still inperfect at~~
3:09 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
im bein stupid.. sayin so many things in moi last post 2 u.. than in e end it jus me here missin u badly n there nth i can do.. jo said she left useless while chattin wid jj n knowin tat he is sad... tis sound bad 2 her but i still amire at least she still get 2 chat wid him.... i missin u so much but i cant even msg u.. i even had 2 force moiself nt 2 do so... haix..... i nt confuse about my feelin 4 u i also nt confuse on wat 2 do.. (i will do wat i say in moi last post) but im jus confuse about e future.. wat there is waitin 4 me after all tis? wat if all i decided n tryin 2 do was sth wrong? all im doin nw was keepin myself busy from all tis thoughts...
COUNTIN DOWN!!! 1 DAY+5HRS 30MIN 2 GO TILL MY LEAVE!!!! GOIN 2 SAY BYE BYE 2 MOI WORK N WARD 4 17 DAYS!! CANT WAIT 4 IT!!
[x] im still inperfect at~~
1:42 AM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
things had been like s dream 4 me tis pass few months.... goin clubbin like siao... drinkin till drunk, havin u by my side... but everythin finalli end le.... like a dream, it will end when e dawn arrive... 2 me moi dawn had arrive n is askin me 2 grow up le, stop dreamin....
ytd spoken 2 jo e whole dya, well almost e whole day la.... n im really glad really very glad tat she is by my side... cause since e thing happen i guess u could sae she e onli 1 tat had really seriously listen 2 wat i say n chat/console me... really felt a lot more relieve.. thanks... im glad u r in moi life...
jo asked me one qns: did u ever regret wat u did? i ans was no.. ya, 2 e society wat i did was sth tat cannot be accepted in fact it's sth disgraceful.. i at times also feel tat way.. n bein wid him wasnt onli jus happiness a lot of time i felt lonely sad n heartbroken cause he cant be there 4 me.... but i wun regret wat i did.... I LOVE HIM... people might say it stupid 2 say u love some1 when u hardly know anythin about him... but i really loved him... i loved e way he chat wid me, e way he show his concern 2 me, e way he say he miss me, e way he make his effort 2 alwaes contact me, e way he bein sincere 2 me, e way he never ask me 2 be some1 else jus me bein me, e way he want me 2 show him e real me, e way he din lie 2 me(or at least i felt he never lied), e way he bein serious about everythin, e way he alwaes make his best eford 2 keep his promise, e way he dote me, a way he bein sweet 2 me.. even till e end i guess he did tried his best nt 2 hurt me.. thanks 4 everythin.. u came in my life jus 4while but u left me wid a lot of memories n feelin i never once had.. n i even did things tat i never once tot i will do.. i donno if as time passes by will i 4get about u.. but i know i wun 4get all tis feelin tat u once gave me... i wun regret lovin u, i will jus keep tis feelin in moi heart from nw on... u r e 1 hu teaches me lovin some1 mean lovin him as hu he is, u dun need 2 change anythin 4 e person, lovin some1 u shouldnt even think of wat u did 4 him cause everythin u do 4 him will become sth natural hence there wun be a mindset of "i did tis jus 4 u" but should be "because u r here, tat y i learn tat tis should be e things i should do" really thanks... i will grow up from nw on... haha.. n one day be a woman tat u will regret givin up of... tc... 4 one last time let me say tis 2 u.. i love u... i really do... if i could i would wan u back in moi life, but i know e me right nw will jus repeat e same mistake if u r back.. so i will grow up n hopin 1 day maybe might be u again or my future 1 would c e grow up me n when e day come i hope im mature enough 2 handle things wid u/him by my side....