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You are like the rain.
Like the rain, you have washed away everything I was before.
Now I am bare. I am naked but for you.
Without you I have nothing.
Without you I am nothing.
I am cleansed, renewed, reborn.
Now I live, only for you.
~~=>*[[___ about Watashi `-//*~~
~ mEi WeI aka aRiTa
~ Age: 22+
~ sInGlE
~ Lovely??? bubbly??? kawaii??? NAA!!! jus a plain gurl havin plain stuff..
LUBLUB
~ My laoposss, darlin, dear n sis
~ shoppin
~ listenin 2 music
~ anime n comic
~ others? it 4 me 2 know n u 2 find out :P
UPON E SHOOTIN STAR
~ A trip 2 hk n jap
~ slim down 5kgs more
~ more $$$
~ PS3??
start of a new year le... last year many things happened.. hope tis year might be better.. hope wun lose any more stuff and people le... hope can stop cryin le... hope can be back e past me... hope i wun be weak anymore.. but also realise in e past year, there r a few persons tat had been dotin me a lot, sebas, andy, dear,vivian and even him... tat make me slowly relay too much of them n became childish n inmature.. or should i say i shown them tis me.. which i had been tryin to keep n hide from others.. will slowly regain back myself de.. be back e mature n strong me.. but right nw i still need time... jus hope it wun take too long.. but wat most impt, i also wish 2 be happy.. smile smile.. :)
[x] im still inperfect at~~
12:34 AM
Friday, October 7, 2011
suddenly read my post jus nw n decided to post sth today... i realise all tis months i had never been true to any1 except dear hu know it.. so decided to confess all out... i had been deeply in love wif a guy.. a guy tat i should never fall in love wif.. the feeling i had for him is much more than e feeling i had for ww.. i had to say i lost count of times i had cried badly for him no matter it at home or outside... but at e same time e feelin n happiness he gave me is nth tat can be compared.. we never did any special stuff i realise bein wif he was all tat i wan... he make me found out tat i could be so xiao nu ren, by jus wishin to stay beside him n be wif him.. my bday wish is sth tat will never come true le... thanks 4 everythin.. be happy... im sorry for being so selfish when im wif u.. somehw bein wif u i will jus become a small girl tat is childish n wan ur attention... but yet being wif u was always e most true part of me.. n u could always somehw understand me well... u keep sayin im easy 2 read but actually it onli occur to u... i will never forget n can never forget e memories we had.. but i know i need to let go le or in e end i will nt onli hurt myself but also hurt u which i most dun wish to c... i know im jus a passerby in ur life from nw on.. stay happy.. if my feelin for u isn't love than wat else could it be??
[x] im still inperfect at~~
2:32 AM
Friday, August 5, 2011
Think I will stop bloggin if nt is really blog very little le... Cannt always allow myself to say my feelin here anymore.. Have to be more strong n independent.. Cannt relay on over people le.. Im still thinkin hw my future will be like.. But I know I cant be like tis anymore... I still need time but I will rush will try to be fast.... I donno wat I doin is it sth correct will I regret later.. But it nt really for me to choose anymore cause all along I had told u e decision will fall in u.. I know Im selfish.. But forgive me.. I will try to make tis e last one n let it be e last wish..